DAY 142

I´ll go wherever life will take me

Lately, I have talked about making changes and about creating new routines in order to make more room for the things I love in my life (and also to enjoy more the things I have to do compulsory, most of which I truly love, like teaching, taking care of my house, paying attention to my family and so on but lost their charm when I am overwhelmed)

Curiously, I haven´t stated explicitly -although the idea is implicit in all my writings- what is the heart of all this seeking and what I really –and specifically- wish for my future. Thanks to wishcasting Wednesday, I am considering this question today…

There are so many things related to my current need to grow, evolve, move forward, create, explore, live fully, embrace, develop my talents, heal, show compassion, give a response to this life using my soul voice, walk consciously, be gentle, accept my gifts, experience spiritual connection...

But if I have to give only a brief declaration today of the main point of what I am looking for, I would say: 

I simple wish for a better capacity for flow with my true nature

DAY 135

what is your spirit wishing for?

This time the Wishcasting Wednesday question couldn´t come in a better moment. These weeks I´ve been feeling that I need a complete renewal in order to update my inner energy, restore balance, prioritize and make a real room for the things I love, because, till now, I´ve been cramming them into a overburdened timetable, often creating confusion and anxiety

I feel that I have to rearrange my everyday life to comprise those wishes because even when I am making true efforts to pay attention to my inner voice and to stay true to it, this is having a strong emotional effect on my life and, from time to time, I feel overwhelmed

But, of course, previous to this I have to clarify what those wishes really are 

Generally speaking my spirit is wishing for spreading its wings to fly away. And specifically, my spirit is wishing for clarity, truth and authenticity, 

 for aperture and fresh air,

 for fulfillment and serenity

My spirit is wishing for lightness to move fast,

 for time to develop its own purpose and ways to do it nicely and wisely

My spirit is wishing for more meaningful tasks and more visibility,

 for miracles and kindred spirits 

My spirit is wishing for keeping on evolving and living life at its own pace 

DAY 128

being fierce in the softer side of life

I would describe myself as someone who is fierce -understood as intense, strong and relentless- in many fields of my life. So much so that I have to be very careful, because I can go beyond fierceness and start to be obsessive and tireless (in the worst meaning of the word). According to this, part of my inner work has been aimed at balancing this intensity, since it´s mainly focused on what I think are my duties, and not on my true wishes

At the very beginning I found it very hard (I can see a lot of myself in such intensity... ) but once I understood that I could change the focus of this forcefulness to a more delicate and subtle -yet real- view of life, it started to be easier

So when I first read this week Wishcasting Wednesday question: where do you wish to be fierce?,  an immediate response came to my mind:

I am fierce in doing the right thing. I am fierce in accepting responsibilities, making decisions and trying to make a good work. I am fierce in defending justice. I am fierce in caring of those I love. I am fierce in being in charge. I am fierce in being methodic, analytic and perfectionist. I am fierce in being self-demanding and serious. I am fierce in being reliable... 

I wish to be fierce in clarity and  serenity
I wish to be fierce in keeping an open heart and a open mind

I wish to be fierce in passion, laugh, spontaneity and playfulness
I wish to be fierce in being true to myself as a whole being

I wish to be fierce in gentleness, kindness, patience and compassion
I wish to be fierce in taking tender care of myself


I wish to be fierce in love...

DAY 121

how do you wish to spend your time?

Wishcasting Wednesday  question is so appealing this week. My whole being awakened when I first read it

I wish to spend my time walking through beauty

I wish to spend my time creating

I wish to spend my time taking care of myself

I wish to spend my time helping others to be aware of themselves and their journey

I wish to spend my time being present with those I love

I wish to spend my time exploring my inner world

I wish to spend my time improving my connection with highest self

I wish to spend my time enjoying every minute of it

I wish to spend my time developing my gifts and talents

I wish to spend my time preserving (and strengthening)

the links to my beloved one

I wish to spend my time keeping a warm atmosphere at home

I wish to spend my time achieving peace and serenity

I wish to spend my time embracing life

DAY 114

what do you wish for the world?


Due to my profession I´ve had to deal with issues concerning poverty, underdevelopment, social vulnerability etc. So when  I first read the Wishcasting Wednesday prompt I was tempted to write an elaborate answer but later on, I decided not to do it... maybe because my true wishes can be expressed with no need of a detailed and complicated speech

I wish compassion

kindness

light

respect

forgiveness

authenticity

laughter

true welfare

our awaken to the true meaning of oneness

and paths to a more spiritual way of life

DAY 107

what do you wish to attract?

As last time, when I read the Wishcasting Wednesday question I found it thought provoking and very inspirational. However, when I started to attempt an anwer I felt a sort of blockage.

I fear sometimes we don´t want to allow ourselves to attract what we really want. I don´t know exactly the reason why this occurs, maybe we feel frightened of the unforseen consequences of our dreams (even, when one of them could be the discovering of our own magnificence), maybe we feel ashamed of their dimensions (we suppose we are not meant to dream big)...

This happens to me even when I know that when we aligned ourselves with our true needs, the law of the attraction works (though not always as we expect)

At the end, regardless the sensation of being too exposed, I decided to trust my inner voice and stay true to it

Speaking in general terms, I wish to attract beautiful and peaceful ways to develop my personal power and my spirituality and specifically:

Courage to share my vision

Wisdom to identify ways to do it

Inspiration to find what I can offer

Creativity to design the needed strategies

Patience to make them grow

Kindred spirits willing to consider my proposals

Guidance to make them part of what I make to earn life

To sum up: 

Determination to follow my soul´s dreams about developing a deeper professional activity related to self-knowledge, the improvement of personal skills and spiritual evolution, (which could be related to my current career in education and teaching field)

Strenght and help to make them come true

DAY 102

what do you wish people knew about you?

I´ve been planning for awhile to join Wishcasting Wednesday, but it seems I am always too late... so this week I decided to do it anyway, maybe because this week wish prompt resonates deeply with me and with this blog´s aim, wich initially started as a way to avoid invisibility (mainly related to my spiritual journey and the way I see the world nowadays)

As a person which has started to be aware of my spiritual insights a bit late in life, I have found difficult to combine my usual way of life and my previous commitments, with new perception and dreams. Even now, I have to challenge myself to make visible my spiritual dimenssion (and what it has provided me with, almost every single day)

So I wish people knew about the steps I have taken in order to honor -while learn to trascend- my own story

I wish people knew about all the beautiful things I have learnt throughout that journey

I wish people knew about how my struggles against my own shadows have led me to meet my true self

I wish people knew about how I have learnt to fear not

I wish people knew about how I have moved forward to joy and light

I wish people knew about the strong connection to universe guidance that I have developed through this process

And above all, I wish people to knew my capacity to help them to discover the beauty which lies in their own paths