25.7.15

DAY 591

sigh of relief

Grief is still here,
and sadness and the sense of emptiness.

And the lack of certainties,
and the 
incredulity
and the 
sorrow

And the astonishment,
and the tears.

And even so,
I still can find joy and beauty in the little things.

I am tempted to feel guilty,
I do feel odd.

And even so,
I cherish this ability of mine
because I know it is my anchor
and my lifesaver.

It helps me to keep a sense of fulfillment,
a sense of belonging,
a sense of amazement.

And maybe someday,
not today
nor tomorrow... someday,
this pain will be less sharp,
the wound less deep,
and the living experience, smoother. 


Meanwhile,
I appreciate the allure of this world
when it catches me by surprise.

Meanwhile,
I treasure these tiny moments of unexpected joy,
of unexpected beauty.

Because I know that without them,
I would be lost.



4 comments:

windrock studio said...

Your appreciation of the allure of this world always shows and I love you for that and all the beautiful words you share.

Anonymous said...

Thank you for posting this. It is beautiful and it really speaks to me today . . about 7 weeks ago my Dad died and this week a co-worker died in our work parking lot. C

Donna@LivingFromHappiness said...

This is such an important lesson for all of us so I am glad you posted this...as we move throughout our lives we must remember...


'I treasure these tiny moments of unexpected joy,
of unexpected beauty.'

These sustain us....

Aga Gasiniak said...

Beautiful words and photograph!

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