|easing off |
We left go and we learn to love the process.
Layer after layer we decode old wounds
and realize that is important not only analyzing and understanding situations
but accepting the emotions linked to them.
We practice detachment and understand that is good for us.
This makes us be more connected to the nature of life:
things come and go
and we cannot stop this cycle through affection.
We break away from conditionings
We choose to be here.
We stay in this moment... oh, what a gift!
and live consciously,
observing , appreciating , being aware of everyday miracles.
We dwell in the now
We practice and practice and practice
till all this becomes easy,
But one day we wake up and we feel we miss the old days.
We don´t know why ,
we think we should not
and we ask what is happening.
We suffer... again
Sometimes, this happens to me.
I used to feel guilty,
and thought that ego was playing dirty tricks on me,
I felt mortified.
But now I have understood this sort of grief.
It brings the good memories back together,
makes me see the nice moments among the old mess
and remember laughs and love and sweetness.
It makes me see the unappreciated beauty of all what I have lived,
of all what I have lost
makes me keep forgiving and loving.
Makes me human