DAY 365+111

There are days that make you feel that nothing is right
days where everything can go wrong. 

You judge yourself harshly
and find that nothing is like it should be. 
Even the tiniest mistakes become great failures 
and the simplest challenges seem to be unattainable.


Oh, I am afraid of those days that drain my motivation, 
days that convert my emotions into a rough sea. 

I feel like my life doesn´t suit me anymore
and I count my disappointments. 
I consider myself to be the biggest loser on earth 
and take delight in pointing out my weaknesses. 

There are days that come to ruin my mood without a consistent reason,
days in which anguish seizes my heart. 

The colors lose their brightness
and the world turns dull, flat , unappealing. 
Everyone seems to have the correct answers 
and a reason for living except me. 

Dark days that bring back all the pain right on my heart,
days that highlight unfairness 
and the solitude of the vulnerable. 

These are the days that you better take a step back, 
stop cursing, opining, complaining and making decisions, 
light a candle, 
pray to let the distress go 
and go to bed early knowing that darkness won´t last forever. 

And it won´t, believe me, I know it pretty well.